Every night in my dreams, I see you. I feel you. There is how I know you go on

Every night in my dreams,
I see you.
I feel you.
There is how I know you go on

I saw a light.
The light for new expectancy.
For a movement, I saw our future, through that light.
Jack and me….wowwww!
Jack was in a deep sleep.
I tried to walk up him.
Jack……Jack….Jack there’s a boat……
Jack……Jack………
I toughly concussed him.
But he was silent.
Jack……Jack….There’s a boat Jack….
Still he was silent.
He was no longer with me……
He….he had died.
I felt that, I had lost everything.
I was alone in the world.
For a while I kept quiet,
cause I wanted to die with him.
But there was a feeling,
I really felt him.
I felt his warmth ,
I felt his smell.
I realized “He was with me.I can’t die. I have to live”
I promised him to live and to escape and I also did it.
Because I wanted to keep him alive forever…….
I saw his sacrifice for me.
It was his life.
He save me until his death.
Most people ask,
“How strong you are?”
“How could you live like this?”
For every question,
I have only one answer.

“My life is valued by him.
He paid that value from his life.
So how can I give up that life.
I have to live.”

The true love is not any physical thing.
It always combines with our spirit.
If you are near to me,
even if you are far away,
I feel you from the depth of my soul,
because you really live in my heart forever.